comfortable in my own skin

This is really quite new and quite extraordinary for me. I have never wanted my picture taken. I've always been very un-photogenic. But lately, after some good therapies, I have become a little more comfortable in my own skin. I actually took some selfies! 

Even posting these, I cringe a little, but I'm going to get over it. I'll never be this girl again, but quite frankly, I don't know that I really want to be her. 

Boy, do I have some things to tell her though! She needs to be a whole lot more prepared than she was for life. But I've learned to tell her how much I love and care for her and that I will fight to protect her. And that means really loving and caring for every part of her. I'm better able to do that than when I was 18 and 125 pounds. I'm tough, but gentle. Kind, but not a pushover. A little wiser and a lot less gullible. I am prepared to now take on the roll of caretaker and I mean to do the job well.

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I've even recently done a couple of videos for Blooming Women. This is a huge step for me, but I need to work with what I've got and do the best I can with it! 

As most of you know, I'm in the process of transforming myself by removing my man repellent! I no longer need it. So progress is slow right now but steady. And for that I'm grateful. I'll keep plugging away to reach my goal by June 1, 2016, because I will then have some big surprises in store for everyone! 


No, I won't tell you more. That's all you get for right now. I mean it! Stop asking! Anyway . . . 


Peace and love, always


Becky Lyn